haha...today today today
why very nice
cos of the weather and luckily the syf leaders didnt get scolding...haha...yea man...but i had bad luck too...i had to help a teacher to give out bread to the sji boys...some of them are so cute and small...haha...then my teacher left me there alone...then i started shouting "anybody wants bread"some raised up their hand and some stood up...haha i was the only girl there...then one of their leaders helped me to give out some bread...hey he was so helpful...then he was like "you want something in return" obviously i would say no...like duh...so i started throwing some bread to those who were far away from where i was standing...but suck at throwing..i threw twice and both landed up on peoples heads...haha sorry...
hehe mhmm im so bored nowsadays men its super boring...wanna go out also can but no money haha...i mean have but dont wanna waste yea haha...then was supposed to have a bbq for my birthday party (25th june) then my parents said i must first clean up my room haha already did...mhmm...now bbq pit at my uncle's house is not available so im trying to ask my aunty....mhmm i wanted to join birthday party wth my cousin (23rd june) but she doesnt wanna cos there will be alcohol yuppi...she is twenty k....so old haha...now she wanna have it at my fathers workplace...le meridien orchard then was like okay but its onli family cant invite my friends its like wat the fuck la its not fair k can...so yea now am trying to be a goody girl so hopefully i can still have the bbq yuppi...mhmm
omg another day of family members playing mahjong oh men. all my oyher cousins dont really ''kinda'' like running around the house with a four year old kid following you every where. so yea its only me playing , looking after , feeding and bringing them to the toilet to wash their hands. yea but i cant resist their cute and chubby faces and their cute babby language. haha...weird aint it? mhmm but its true... believe it or not... although sometimes its quite annoying but its still unresistable i guess... mhmm... haha... yea...
its all gone
its all snatched from my heart
LEVAN is leaving RONIN
and
that means : no more HEADBANGING MUSIC in our lives
hey i have to admit although i do not listen to local bands very much eventhough my cousin's ex girlfriend is in bonafied vintage flavo'ur, RONIN is so far the best local rock band.
until maybe the next generations turn haha mhmm
why must he go
he is like SUPER DUPER COOL la
so funky hehe
black and white
today: i just realized that true friends are those whom you actually trusted the least. at times like these, they are the ones whom you can trust the most. they would be the first person who comes to your aid and lend you a shoulder to lean on. for support. that they would actualy listen to both sides of a story. they dont choose sides that easily. they help you and actually kinda put their friendship on the line for you despite if you said anything wrong about them which you really regret now. they would stand up for you despite whatever that has happened before. they know whats rite and whats wrong.
black and white
today: i just realized that true friends are those whom you actually trusted the least. at times like these, they are the ones whom you can trust the most. they would be the first person who comes to your aid and lend you a shoulder to lean on. for support. that they would actualy listen to both sides of a story. they dont choose sides that easily. they help you and actually kinda put their friendship on the line for you despite if you said anything wrong about them which you really regret now. they would stand up for you despite whatever that has happened before. they know wats rite and wrong.
today today today today today today
mhmm lets see
i studied first aid in da morning
had an exam today
i had to study cos i had failed both my ''exams'' i took
footdrill bronze (needed another two to three marks to pass) [passing mark 75] ,
healthlaws... forgot one more rule
so far i passed first aid today and got promoted to lance corporal
and if i attend street sales tomorrow, i think i will get a badge yay... :)
so tired......... =.=
anyways when jocelyn and xiao xuan left me, dorcas and sharon alone
they walked to red cross house first....
then me , dorcas and sharon decided to run to red cross house and leave this question unanswered
Q:eh how did they get here so fast?
then we asked this couple half an hour before we sat for our theory to teach us cpr they are so pro la canz then we sat for our theory
i answered one Q wrongly about the chest compression and the ventilation
A: 15 :2 i put 15:1 but i still passed in the end i also passed my practical part hahaz:)
everybody in the class passed except for mei ping, dianna and kai zhen so sad
i passed my practical because of brandon and his girlfriend thanks alot men <3<3>
mhmm lets see
i studied first aid in da morning
had an exam today
i had to study cos i had failed both my ''exams'' i took
footdrill bronze (needed another two to three marks to pass) [passing mark 75] ,
healthlaws... forgot one more rule
so far i passed first aid today and got promoted to lance corporal
and if i attend street sales tomorrow, i think i will get a badge yay... :)
so tired......... =.=
anyways when jocelyn and xiao xuan left me, dorcas and sharon alone
they walked to red cross house first....
then me , dorcas and sharon decided to run to red cross house and leave this question unanswered
Q:eh how did they get here so fast?
then we asked this couple half an hour before we sat for our theory to teach us cpr they are so pro la canz then we sat for our theory
i answered one Q wrongly about the chest compression and the ventilation
A: 15 :2 i put 15:1 but i still passed in the end i also passed my practical part hahaz:)
everybody in the class passed except for mei ping, dianna and kai zhen so sad then i decided to eat dinner with dorcas in town then if it was onli gonna be the two of us, it would be boring yea so i decided to call ginni then she said she could go out but had to be back by ten. waitted for her for three hours then met her at 77 street at heeren. then whenna eat at sakae total around 50 plus $ la...then walked around heeren..whanna take neos and i think i onli like two of it hahaz...then mrtied back home...
today its all going to be typed in black and white
now: im listening to sarah mclachlan i will remember you
i will remember you
will you remember me
this song is so emo
so now im going to vomit out all my emotions that i felt for the past few days
so here it goes
kiez my birthday is coming up
twentyfifthofjune
was planning to go out with my ''friends'' from church
[was planning to go out during the march holidays but studious guy(paul) needed to study and one was turning old limping (nicholas) he went for a foot surgery so poor thing okay
then he showed us the photo of his foot with a hole in it gross okay.ouch.well tessa wasnt to sure herself. it was left with me, jeanette and timothy. but timothy would be left out since he would be the only guy there. yea. its not that he has a problem or anything but he wouldnt have any other guy friends to talk about their guy stuff to. you noe. yea so we decided to postpone it to the june holidays(now) ]
but some were not sure , some were asking who's going and some was not even 'polite'
in answering(replying) to the question
i was just asking you noe although you were having a bad day, you could say mhmm i had a really bad day can you sms another time.
well the truth is i kinda already noe that my ''friends'' would not go
well i was just asking you noe out of politeness & maybe friendship
cos some might say why didnt you ask me?
so you see now
now:replaying the song
anywaes today just got an e-mail from youth gone wild
the gig i wanted to go to
with my ''friends'' from church
[which was postponed to june(now)]
then now june came...
...and is going in 27 more days
so i guess i will be avoiding ''people'' on syf practices
and i dont thing i can face that ''people'' anymore
you dont understand and nobody will ever understand
so now im just asking my cca people like manmanda,kelly and dorcas
manmanda: ring-a-ding-ding-dong men
kelly: still in the process of finding out
dorcas: stop my breathing and slit my throat guy [wanna be emo] but cannot make it just a joke
now: studying or is it revising for first aid prac and theory on thursday at the table in front of the computer
im damn scared if i fail
hoping not to yea
i love red cross alot
now: lets get holy
heres a little prayer
dear god :as the holidays come...
thursday. to help us remember what we have learnt so far this past few days. bandaging our loved ones at home for our practical just to get our first aid card, just to pass our standard first aid course, so that we would be ready to help any people out there who really need our help upon getting a second chance on living their lives to their fullest. help and guide everybody in your hands safely and do not let them all. if they do, let them try to pick themselves up.AMEN
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